Feeling Better - Thank goodness

Just a quick update to say that I am begining to feel better. My moods are more even today and I am thankful that I was able to pour my heart out in last night's blog. This blogging is very helpful for me to sort out my feelings and fears. Finally getting some green days and I am on cd 9. If anyone reads this, please pray for my little godson, Gauge. He had to be brought to the hospital yesterday and they did a spinal tap on him to make sure he doesn't have spinal meningitis (can't remember how to spell it). I was so freaked out when SIL called me bc I have never had one child that I worked with in the past that was diagnosed with it. We went up to visit, and thankfully I knew the specialist working with Gauge and felt completely assured that he was getting the best care possible in our part of the world. Today he will be 3 wks old. I was able to feed and put him to sleep before we left, but it was so hard to leave him. They are still waiting for the results from the tests. This type of illness is so rare and while I am thankful that I had no previous experience with it, I would prefer to know some success stories in the event that he is diagnosed with this. In information from the web, it is a very dangerous and scary illness. I have prayed that St. Gianna will bring our prayer to Jesus. Well, for now, I better get back to work.