Can it get any worse?

I have been having lots of worries in my life and now I have to add extra worries for work. I really feel that I need to find a new job. There is so many things that I should not mention here, but I just don't know how to make it better. I have never had such a hard time to be kind and imitate St. Therese in her little way of suffering and not counting the cost. I am nervous about having to leave a positon that I enjoy simply because I desire to be treated with dignity. As I was sharing that with my director, I cried. I don't know how to get ahold of my emotions. We are supposed to have a problem-solving meeting on Friday, but my only complaint is not being treated with dignity. I don't want to not run away, but I also don't know how to stay.
In addition to this I am having a huge problem missing my little cousin that we have taken care for many years, mostly on the weekends and summers and more recently for a few months last year. His birthday is this week and I have been missing him so much. His mother does very little to celebrate his or his brother's birthdays. She gets them gifts, but is there a celebration of their life? My heart is just hurting. Not even because I have no children to love on, but for all of those children that are living, breathing and not being celebrated.
The best news I had today is that FJIEJ is PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am blown away at God's great pleasure to bring new life into their family and I am so happy that prayers have been answered. Thank you sweet Jesus! This is one little life that will be CELEBRATED!