A little perplexed and other things . . .

I am having to face a huge decision and for some reason IF has robbed me of all of my confidience to even make the slightest decision. However, this is a big decision. It sounds promising, but I will find out if this would be possible if it is God's will. I would appreciate any prayers. My specific prayer request is that I will not go anywhere unless God is preparing a place for me.
I am still also staying a little down for a few reasons. One being that right now, my life would be so different if my baby would have lived. I would be taking care of a newborn right now. Instead I am still trying to get pregnant.
As if things could not have gotten worse, there is screw or nail in my back tire and the shop could not repair it today. I need to get a new tire.
I am toying with the idea of going public again. I miss all my comments. How is that for attention seeking behavior? hahaha
I don't know why today felt like a crazy, stressful day, but it did. I am about to head to the tub for a soak and then crawl into my bed. Wait, got to fit in taking a bazillon PM meds and an hcg injection! Woo Hoo, I can hardly wait.